I sat down a little while ago to relax my mind and have some soup made last night from leftovers. The past four days have tested me more than I care to be tested, by the highest authority in the land. The shroud of deception that defined my family life for years, that followed me a thousand miles from Tennessee to Vermont, continues to make this reboot very, very difficult. I am tired. I felt myself giving in to that tiredness just now, and decided I wanted to write about it. Maybe there is some higher purpose to this test. I don’t know and frankly don’t care. I just want it to be over with. Signing off tonight with a wish for peace–for myself, for all.
Wishing you peace and rest, and the deep sleep that comes after the approaching thunderstorm.
Thanks so much, Rebecca. I keep hearing the words of one of my friends: It will all be worked with beauty in the end.~d